How was everyone's weekend?
Mine was interesting, to say the least. I'm not going to get into full details about most of it but 'he (who must not be named)' brought almost all my stuff yesterday. It was gonna be on Saturday but he slept in soooo it was Sunday instead. By the time he got here I had already put my maniac to sleep though I let him peep in (turns out she was awake still so it was a win-win).
That's always a little difficult, considering I don't know how she'll react and the thought of her hurting makes me want to just go all protective lioness mom. Again, it was okay, she just seemed a little confused like 'how the hell did he get here? And where has he been?' but she didn't seem upset which was the most important thing.
My 400.00 shelf was broken, a little malfunction while it was being taken a part to be packed up to here. Let's just say a little part of my soul died, BUT it seems salvageable so there is hope!
ALSO....Good news!!
I got approved for another apartment so I sent out that money today. I am taking no chances damn it all! This one will be closer to her daycare so that is a pretty huge plus for me. I also received my financial aid award letter from Tech so that's another thing to scratch off my worry list, and I registered her for the daycare so her spot is guaranteed. I swear to god the people at the post office now know me with all the stuff I have had to mail the past two weeks.
Did I mention my move has been switched up to the first week of August? Sooo now I'm going into crazy packing mode. Except I can't really start until tomorrow since I have to buy boxes, most stuff has been moved via garbage bags, it has made for some interesting stories haha.
This was my first time seeing 'him' since April. I was a little worried that I would hurt when I saw him. And I did, but it was not at all in the way I expected. I only hurt because him acting like we were never married (and still legally are, I know...I'm so damn lucky) makes me feel less of myself. Then again I would rather we weren't still in that horrible cycle and not being in love with him makes it a little weird to still be married. < Let me clarify, I was not pining for him, but it would be a little satisfying to know that I was missed, you feel me?
When he brought the stuff I was so excited to see my shit I was just like 'WHOO!' which got me some odd looks but I could care less. This is starting the ball rolling on the fact that I will have my own space with my Daughter and that I will be making my life decisions for me and not a man. It's impressive for me, I mean it's been like a damn 12 step program to get here. I've made a lot of decisions based upon my relationships, you could say I'm a bit of an idiot, and now I am running with independence, sarcasm, and dry humor like a fat kid with a cupcake (or an ikea gift card, see first post).
So Louisiana peeps when you come to visit and I am overly proud over my one chair and glider for seating, do not judge, and hurry up to get a seat because it's first come first serve.
...Anyone want to help me move?
Haha....
Seriously.
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