Guys...I'm going to be honest with you, I am going to fall over dead from lack of sleep.
However as you can tell from the title I at least got a bath in on Friday, yay for that moment of solitude. Don't ask why that's the title when today is Sunday.
Today was 'pack your ass off' day (My Mother of course did most of it. Seriously, those of you who know her....know she goes 'beast mode' quite often in these situations). It feels good to get the ball rolling, especially when I ignore the huge guilt ridden feelings of taking my daughter away from my parents (adoration, just know guys, adoration). The right thing isn't always easy though, not that taking her away from them is 'right', but it's what's right for us. My Mother was right when she said 'we have to make a life of our own' -she's upset but that's her take on it, and I'm glad that's her take or it might break my heart, haha just joshing, I don't have one of those. Just kidding again! You silly readers!-
So now I'm typing this with a pen in my mouth as my fingers and arms are dead from other activities of the day and....we leave Tuesday! Here's to new beginnings! Please, send some luck my way because who the hell knows how this is going to go.
I keep having nightmares that this apartment will turn out to be one of those horror stories and then when I think of that my thoughts then jump to mace. I need some. I am a small (not skinny, I'm not delusional) armed woman, they could break me like a twig! And I can't throw the kid at them, that's politically incorrect, ahahaha. I'm so funny I make myself giggle. This urge to get mace, and then to actually turn on my car alarm keeps grasping at me though and so we'll see how this goes. I'll post pictures of the mace if I finally bite the bullet. Usually I never had a need for it, even before I was married. I'm an intimidating looking woman, I've got 'f-off' written all over this gorgeous face, criminals know I will be that crazy ass that will take them down with me if necessary. Damn straight.
On a lighter note.
Tomorrow the packing will be done! Tuesday we will load up that truck, the kiddo and I will ride off, and Wednesday my parents will arrive with the truck. I'm so lucky to have them, because otherwise, I would be screwed.
Cheers!
